Maria & Tom recalling from the beginning

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

This journey is absolutely fantastic!

Thanks. It's fun to recall it and think through what we were feeling at the time.

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

What a wonderful narrative Maria. the way you took the initiative to test out hubby’s reaction and tolerance as well as your own power of seduction and enjoyment

Thanks. The key to being a 'good' hotwife is to be 100% committed to your husband -divorce isn't an option, being honest with yourself about what you want, being open to non-traditional ways of loving, and most of all a deep desire to please your husband -whatever that may be.

All of my actions follow this. Allengt (may he rest in peace) told me to "follow the pointer". Look to see what truly makes my husband's dick hard.. and DO that. He said the dick never lies. Even if it's something the husband can't or won't say for whatever reason, maybe too embarrassing or whatever. My husband never knew I was searching to find his deepest desires in our little talks and interactions. We talked or see something, and I'd watch. Follow the pointer of the cuck husband, you'll never go wrong. He was right!

[jenisonherway6]

mrs_hotwifecplsa,
i’m digging your posts. your story is hot and your perspective fresh and needed here. i’m looking forward to reading more.

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

mrs_hotwifecplsa,
i’m digging your posts. your story is hot and your perspective fresh and needed here. i’m looking forward to reading more.

Thanks. I'm not seeing the same level or quality of interaction I used to see in years past. I guess as the OGs die off they aren't being replaced??

[venus-can99]

Great advice from allengt and you on being a hotwife. Based on what I read in the forums IMO a strong marriage is the key in this LS otherwise either or bot parties may end up hurt and even separated.

[jenisonherway6]

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I guess as the OGs die off they aren't being replaced??
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i haven’t been here that long, but i’ve read back to some older posts. the writing quality has been what you’d expect: few folks who can genuinely write. i follow those i’ve come across who can. many folks inhabit the lower chakras, exclusively. the better ones get a little deeper. there is a general lack of women’s perspectives.
for all of these reasons, i greatly appreciate your contribution so far.
i don’t have much to share of my own life, nothing as hot or interesting as i’ve found in these pages.
yeh, i’ll say again, that i’m glad you’re around.

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

many folks inhabit the lower chakras, exclusively.

Agreed. When it becomes just descriptions of base acts, you might as well watch a wildlife documentary of cheating chimpanzees.

[Ranger55]

Mrs HW,

I am a lurker, typically not a writer, however…

What you describe in such marvelous detail causes a great deal of excitement in an aging heart (body). My past wives were cheaters and liars, who had they been open and honest instead, who knows how those relationships would have gone. At a minimum I would have had more retirement money and at most I could have enjoyed a kink I had no name for before finding this site. Thankfully a gal on Wordfeud told me in chat of her and her husband’s relationship and that she was a hotwife to please him. She suggested I come here to learn more.

I am now older and married to the most marvelous woman that I fell in love with 30 some years prior to our marriage 14 years ago. I am content to spend my Autumn and Winter years in the traditional way, yet that does not mean I do not enjoy the stories of others.

You ma’am, paint a beautiful story with your words and one I look forward to reading and enjoying, even if that derived joy must be secret.

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

Mrs HW,

I am a lurker, typically not a writer, however…

What you describe in such marvelous detail causes a great deal of excitement in an aging heart (body). My past wives were cheaters and liars, who had they been open and honest instead, who knows how those relationships would have gone. At a minimum I would have had more retirement money and at most I could have enjoyed a kink I had no name for before finding this site. Thankfully a gal on Wordfeud told me in chat of her and her husband’s relationship and that she was a hotwife to please him. She suggested I come here to learn more.

I am now older and married to the most marvelous woman that I fell in love with 30 some years prior to our marriage 14 years ago. I am content to spend my Autumn and Winter years in the traditional way, yet that does not mean I do not enjoy the stories of others.

You ma’am, paint a beautiful story with your words and one I look forward to reading and enjoying, even if that derived joy must be secret.

Ranger, that brought a tear to my eye.. Women don't understand the power they have to make a harmonious relationship, even one involving cheating. In the heart of every man is the joy of a child, and it's easy to bring out, and also easy to crush. I feel so sad for the men with wives who never really talk with their husband with a desire to understand and love them. I'm happy you enjoy my story so much!

[Ranger55]

And your thoughtfulness brought a tear to mine.

If I might ask, is English not your first language? Only asking as you were in Italy when you met yours husband.

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

And your thoughtfulness brought a tear to mine.

If I might ask, is English not your first language? Only asking as you were in Italy when you met yours husband.

English is my second. My 3rd is Spanish.

[Ranger55]

One would never know

[magnus]

I am really loving the retelling of your adventures and your husband is a very lucky man indeed. I can't wait to read more. Than you so much for taking the time to share such an exciting story.

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

I am really loving the retelling of your adventures and your husband is a very lucky man indeed. I can't wait to read more. Than you so much for taking the time to share such an exciting story.

I'm so glad you like it. It's exciting for me too!

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

We had many conversations about becoming a hotwife, I told my husband that I’m not comfortable doing it with a complete stranger. It would need to be someone I know in some way. He asked, how do I know anyone in that way, none of our friends would qualify, in fact they’d probably be so shocked they’d unfriend us. I told him a woman knows things, and I’ve had ‘little’ interactions with people since moving to the USA. He asked, what did I mean. I explained a woman is ALWAYS getting hit on, flirted with, even innocently, from people she knows. It never goes anywhere until the woman flirts back, basically saying yes she’s interested and let’s take it to the next step. He said damn must be nice! Men have the opposite experience, for us it’s a numbers game! I had a couple people in mind, but not being sure about all this yet, I didnt think about it too much.

I was still testing the idea. I wasn’t convinced my husband would really accept it, and also whether I could really do it. My husband told me he had to go to Houston on Friday. I said I wanted to come so when he's done working we can go out, then go to the beach, maybe spend the night and come back on Sat or Sun. He agreed. Next free minute I got, I was on the phone with College Beach guy. I explained more about our situation, and if he’d like to help me make my hubby a little jealous. He said of course. He suggested 2 places for us. A bar called Marfreless that is a clean upscale “regular” bar that is easy to get sexy at, and if I want sleazier, a sex shop called Smoochees that has an arcade upstairs with dark rooms, couches and porn playing. I wan’t ready for sleazy yet, so we agreed to meet at the bar. I’d walk in like I'm alone, and he’d pretend to hit on me, then we’d go upstairs. I told him my husband will be there pretending to be alone. I told him NO sex, but we'll make out & he can feel me up, and if I leave suddenly, to not be offended. He agreed. My husband had no idea I set this up (he still doesn't know). Friday came and we drove to Houston. He was only working the 2nd half of the day, so I wouldn’t be waiting long. We checked into the hotel, and he went off to work. The hotel was downtown and had a bar. I could walk around the shopping area, but decided to go to the bar and “practice” being sexy. I showered again, changed into my “come notice me” skirt and blouse, no panties, push-up sticky bra, and sat at the bar so I could order directly from the bartender instead of waiting for a server to come. The bartender immediately came to me and asked, “Hi, I’ve never seen you before, are you working?” His smile was genuine, but I wasn’t sure what he meant. I replied asking, “Working?” He said yes, waiting for clients to entertain. I think he meant a call girl, and I asked myself OMG I’m so new to this world.. do I look like a whore.. I thought I’d play along just for fun to see what this is all about. I replied, probably unconvincingly, “Yes, my client flaked, so I’m all alone for a couple hours till my husband returns. He asked if I’m an “independent” or am I working for someone. I said, independent. He asked with a sense of empathy I wasn't expecting, “hard to get good clients, isn’t it?” I said a sad, “Yes.” I still had NO idea what I was really talking about. I’m just playing along, taking cues from the conversation. He asked if I’m a housewife. I said yes, just looking for some fun on the side. He smiled and said he thought so. He explained that girls work for him here and at other hotels, and if I want someone else to take on the responsibility of finding good clients, I should give him a call, and he passed his card to me. He said, don’t look now, but see the guy who just walked in and sat in the corner, he’s a client. I glanced and saw a well dressed 50s-ish man, a gut but not bad looking, ordering a drink. The bartender continued, saying that the girl he had planned for him can’t make it, so it’s like fate that I walked in, if I’m interested. I asked what does he want. The bartender replied he’s easy, he can’t get it up, so just a handjob and head. I thought, could these all be cops, and I’m walking into a trap? I said, “ok, I’m doing this one for fun, no money, or he can pay you if you want. The new girl has to prove herself, right? Where do I go?” Go to room 1203, here’s the key. He’ll be up in a few minutes, bring me back the key when youre done. I took the room key, turned and walked out. I winked at the man as I passed him. As I walked to the elevator, I texted my husband, “what if your wife just made a date to suck a guy’s dick -right now!” He replied, "What? Are you joking?" I replied, "Am I? It’s what you want, right?" He replied, "yes but.. Wow I wasn’t expecting that." I replied, “No yes buts! If you want a cheating wife, it will never be what you expect.” Immediately my cell rang. It was my husband with the sound of panic in his voice, “are you serious?” he asked. I said to him, "do you want a cheating wife?" He said yes. Do you want a slut wife? He said yes. Do you want me to be a whore? He got quiet. I asked more forcefully: Do you?? He said softly yes. I replied sternly, “I’ll tell you when I began, if at all, but let’s be clear: a slutty cheating whore wife doesn’t ask her husband for permission!" He agreed with a soft yes. I could tell I was blowing his mind. I continued, “I sucked big cock so many times when we were dating you have no idea.. And to be honest, I kinda miss it!” I was acting the part now, but it wasn’t a lie. I walked to the room 1203 and opened the door. I told him "Baby, I need to explore some ideas, and I’ll let him know what happens when I’m ready, if at all." I hung up the phone. He knew it was useless to call back. He text I love you. I text back, I know, and I love you too.

I got on the bed and took off my clothes. Not 2 minutes later the man walks in. He saw me naked on the bed and stopped. He seemed shy. I thought to myself, oh shit, what do I say?? What am I even doing?? Why am I doing this??? What should I say? I thought, what would I want to hear if I were a man.. and a naked woman was lying on a bed in front of me??? The words just came, “Come here and lay down next to me. Dont worry about anything, let me take care of you.” Oh shit, did I over do it?? He sat on the bed next to me. I sat up, put my arms around his neck and kissed his face. He took a deep shaky breath. His cues said I’m on the right track. I got up and unbuckled his pants and pulled them down. I asked him if he has time to be naked. He said yes. I undressed him completely. I told him to lay on his back. I got on top of him and pushed my pussy against his dick, rubbing it back and forth, and pushed my tits into his face. He held me and kissed and sucked them. I moaned at the pleasure. I worked my way down his chest. I bit his nipples, I kissed his stomach. Finally I reached his dick. It was larger than my husband’s but not big. True to the bartender’s word, it was soft. I kissed it and held it in my hand and said to him he has a nice dick. I thought it’s now or never.. Just sucking a dick is ok, right?? I did it while I was dating, after all. I scooped it into my mouth, held it tight and started sucking it.

OMG I had another man’s cock in my mouth!! I was in total control here, so it wasn’t like I had fantasized about, more like a “safe” way to experiment. I was still amazed at the spontaneousness of it all. Had this world always been all around me all the time, I just hadn't noticed it before? Was it really this easy to become a whore? Maybe I just got lucky? I kept sucking his dick as hard as I could suck it. I could hear my side-boyfriend’s voice in my head telling me to “suck like a vacuum and watch the teeth!” I squeezed his dick hard and pulled and sucked with all the might my mouth could give, trying to get some blood into the head to give it something like getting hard, or at least not totally soft. He moaned, so I’m doing something right. He put his hands on my shoulders. In between hard squeezing and pulling I worked my hand back and forth on it, never letting it leave my sucking mouth. About 3 minutes into it, he groaned and started cumming into my mouth. He grabbed my head and said, “Oh my god that’s so good you little cock sucker youre so good.” I sucked it all, nothing lost. It was a satisfying feeling and taste. I told him that was great. I asked him if he wanted to shower. He said no. I handed him his clothes, and he got dressed and left. I got dressed, and text the number on the card the bartender gave me “mission accomplished.” I went back down to the bar and handed the key card to the bartender. He said hold on I want to talk. He finished serving drinks to others at the bar. He came over to me and said that the guy just texted him that I was the best girl he’d ever sent to him.. And that’s pretty damn good considering all I had to do was suck a soft dick. He asked what happened. I said I just enjoyed doing it, and obviously it showed. He smiled, and said call me when you want to work. He handed me $100, I stuffed it into my bra, and told him I will. He added, if we go any further though, he needs to know his girls, and he will need to be with me regularly to build a bond, to see how I am and to teach me anything I don’t know. I said yes of course. I walked back to my room, wondering what the fuck did I just do!? I proved to myself I can be with another man -enthusiastically. But this wasn’t like a Bull who could take over, he was like my husband in a way in that he was docile in bed and small dick, so in my mind it kinda didn’t “count”. But I knew in my heart of course it counts. And to top it off, it was a complete stranger -something I told my husband I didnt want for my first time, -and in a TRUE whore’s role.. he paid me ffs!! and I loved it. What’s happening to me?? Do I tell Tom, or do I keep the mystery?? My husband was due back in an hour.

[elina]

Dear Maria

I only found this thread now.

You are an absolutely astonishing dream-girl,
I particularly enjoyed how you played your more than willing husband into fully accepting that if he wanted to be a cuck, he would have to accept that YOU would make the decisions on Who, When How often.

Also this thread provides so much background understanding to your other posts here.

Thank you for sharing, I am truly looking forward to continue following your posts here.

Sincerely
elina (submissive male)

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

My husband arrived back at the hotel room. An awkward moment of silence ensued. He started to say, “So, what hap…”. “ NEVER ask me!” I snapped, cutting him off, “did you know any of the times I sucked big cock when we were dating?” He said no. I said, “would it have made a difference if you had?” He said no. I said, “Exactly.. I need to explore this bomb you dropped on me. I’ll let you know in my time.” I showed him how I searched online and found an interesting bar that has no name and no signs. It’s known by word of mouth, and it’s known as the “make out” bar. I smiled and said that sounds like a great place to go. He agreed, and we left. I was still in my skirt, blouse, stick-on bra and no panties or nylons. On the way, I asked him, “So you’re sure you want to see men hit on me?” He said yes. I said, “ok, and remember the point of me pretending to be alone and you to watch is to see what happens, and how it plays out without any interference. So no matter what you see, you can’t interfere unless you hear me say the safe word.” He said ok. He walked into the bar with a group of 4 people. I gave him time to find a seat. I walked into shades of red. The stools at the bar were mostly empty except for a couple men and a woman sitting apart. I didn't see my husband, but I didn't look around the place too hard. I walked to a spot at the bar with an empty seat on each side of me. I sat and ordered a drink. I wasn’t sure who the blond college beach kid was, so I just slipped my drink and chit-chatted with the bartender. Suddenly one of the men sitting at the end came over to me and said hi. It wasn’t college beach kid, but I engaged with him nonetheless. Just small talk. Then a man sat on the other side of me.. It was college beach kid! I turned my attention to him. I asked him if he knows the guy on my other side. He replied no idea. Is he competition? I said no I dont think so. We talked about what I was trying to accomplish, and what success looks like. He never asked if my husband was there or not. He was laser focused on me. I told him to be honest I’m not 100% sure, but we’ll find out along the way. He was caressing my neck, back and thighs as we talked. After the experience with the pimp and client at the bar, this seems innocent and effortless. I told him how I really appreciated his spontaneous action at the beach, and it was fun and felt good too. I told him I really like when a man leaps to action like he did, and I’m finding that is the kind of man I’m really attracted to. He asked didn’t I realize that before getting married. I said I married for love, but I’m exploring the other side of the coin, so to speak. He said let’s go upstairs. He led me up the stairs and around couches with sheer curtains around them. Some had small groups of people talking with the curtains mostly open, and others had couples obviously making out with the curtains closed. Even with the curtains closed, you could sort of see inside. The lights were very dim and the curtains sheer, everything was shadowy. I said to him oh my god I love this place. He said, “yes it’s magical, sexy but not raunchy.” He led me to an empty couch, he closed the curtains and we sat, turned to each other and immediately began making out. He said he’d wanted to be kissing me like this from the first moment he saw me walking up to him at the beach. We kissed deeper. I told him he was the first man to ever touch my pussy except for my husband, and I wanted him so bad at the beach. We embraced and kissed, he was strong and assertive, and I felt like I was melting into him. He ran his hands all over me, touching my exposed nipples, lightly pinching them. Then between my legs feeling my exposed pussy.. I whispered to him I crave a man to take over like he’s doing now. He whispered back, “No bra or panties, youre exactly what I need.” and he inserted a finger into my wet pussy and swirled it around inside me. “You dont go out without panties with your husband, do you?” he asked.. I said no. He said, “you did that just for me.” I said yes. He said, you want to be told what to do, don't you. I said yes. He took his finger out of my pussy and put it into my mouth, then kissed me. He said damn you taste good. He unbuckled his pants and pulled them down just enough. He put his hand on my head and gently pushed my head down to his crotch and said suck it! I opened my mouth to accept it. I began sucking him as he pumped into my mouth. His dick was thick and big and hard as a rock. I was in heaven.. Experiencing feelings I haven't felt since dating my husband and side-boyfriend. I sucked it hard.. He said, “oh shit that feels good. Youre a good little married slut arent you..” I mumbled sounds of yes. You're the perfect wife, are you? Again, I mumbled sounds of yes. He grabbed a fist full of my hair and gently pulled my head up to his face and kissed me deep. I kept my hand on his dick squeezing and pumping away. We continued kissing. I felt he was in that state where he might cum.. He said shit and started shooting his cum into the air and my hand. I said oh shit and I quickly put my mouth back on his cock to capture all I could. I drained him until he took my head off his cock and said stop it’s too sensitive. He said oh my god youre amazing. I said, so are you. He pulled up his pants, pulled his shirt out so it covered the cum stains on his pants. He said when I finally decide to start fucking other men to please give him a call. I said I will without a doubt. He got up and left. I felt those feelings I had back when I had the side-boyfriend. I had been craving sucking a cock like that since my husband dropped the cuck bomb on me and I started thinking about these things again. The curtains were open now and I text my husband to come find me up stairs. He found me and sat beside me. He kissed me and said I smelled like cum. I said he should know that taste and smell really well from our dating days, and he had better ALWAYS kiss me without hesitation if he smells that because that is the smell of his wife doing exactly what he wants.. We made out for a good 20 minutes with his fingers in my pussy and my hand on his dick. The waiter poked his head in the curtain asking if we needed more drinks. I was startled and a little embarrassed, but I laughed and said yes please. I’m sure he sees much more than what we were doing! Hubby and I drank and talked. I told him I think I can do this, but it’s going to be my way, my rules, my time. I warned him he’s opening up a can of worms he wont be able to put back. I told him I know myself, and if I like it, I wont be stopping just because he gets cold feet. It was his idea after all, so he can’t complain if he gets what he wants. He agreed. I said are you SURE. He said yes. I made him cum in his pants with my hands, and I said ok, be careful what you wish for baby.

Now the search for the right man begins.

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

Dear Maria

I only found this thread now.

You are an absolutely astonishing dream-girl,
I particularly enjoyed how you played your more than willing husband into fully accepting that if he wanted to be a cuck, he would have to accept that YOU would make the decisions on Who, When How often.

Also this thread provides so much background understanding to your other posts here.

Thank you for sharing, I am truly looking forward to continue following your posts here.

Sincerely
elina (submissive male)

Thanks. Yes that was our deal. Neither of us realized at the time where it would take us. Jut these first few steps were already shocking to me, but from the beginning I told hubby if we do this, it's The Maria Show, and he's along for the ride.

[Guhunkadorn]

I'm ready to pop the popcorn for your next post.

[DoctorLuv]

Wow!! I would like to take a turn on the following quote of yours:
“it's The Maria Show, and he's along for the ride.” I think this entire website has become the Maria Show and I’m very much enjoying the ride.

[pixmangurn]

Loving the way you tell your story! Thank you for taking the time to share it with everyone!

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

I kept testing the idea. On several occasions I teased/provoked my husband by talking to and flirting with other men while he watched in secret. Even total strangers.. men I met in facebook, at the supermarket, a bar, wherever. I was beginning to realize that every man I met is a potential sexual partner. The harder part was finding a man who appealed to me. Each time it escalated until once he saw a man putting his hand up my shirt and kissing me.. passionately, and I was willingly accepting his advances. The passion of the kiss shocked me a little, and I was realizing that I was liking this.. A lot. It was like a game that was making us both very horny. After, Tom and I would go home and fuck like bunnies, but we were both thinking about the man who was with me, not our spouse. That realization would later change how I feel about sex with my husband.

I had more talks with my husband to confirm with him about actually doing this. Finally, he convinced me. Somehow against all of my upbringing, I agreed to try it -but ONLY if I am in control of everything, and he remains faithful to me. I didn't want to worry about him cheating on me. He wholeheartedly agreed. That removed the last barrier to doing it, and I felt my stomach sink, but I also felt that tingle deep inside me, and the tingles moved to my PUSSY. I felt myself getting wet and emotional and excited at the idea.

I thought about all the men who have ever hit on me.. A long list.. And who I was also attracted to.. A much shorter list. And who would actually, maybe, be possible to connect with and have sex with, and that wouldn’t ruin my relationships with current vanilla friends.. A very small list! But one stood out in my mind. The perfect man to do it with -Marcus, a former coworker who would always flirt with me, and he was super nice. We were no longer working at the same place, so it seemed a safe situation. He had a slight accent, was handsome, tall, muscular, and had a large bulge in his pants that he never tried to hide. All the women in the office would get excited when he was there. He flirted with all the women, but he spent extra time talking to me. I think it was because he knew I was married, and I never showed him any real attention, so I was playing hard to get.. I was the challenge.

Sometimes at work he would tell me about dates he had with married women, and how they are so eager for good sex, and hinting at asking if that was my situation. My responses were always coy and non-committal, but truthfully it excited me how he told me about cheating wives and also how some husbands even knew and approved. I never let him see that he was making me horny, or so I thought. Probably he could still sense it! He is the type who is very good at convincing women to sleep with him. He made it seem fun, romantic and sexy -and inevitable. I didn't know it at the time, but I was attracted to the womanizer, the bad boy, the conqueror, the Bull -basically the exact opposite of the gentle, caring, loving, man I had at home. I kept those feelings so repressed that I had never confronted them. They were a dark secret I was not even aware of.

Finally, the time came to do something to make this new fantasy come true. I knew Marcus and I both went to the same gym, so I arranged to be there where he was. Right on cue, he flirt with me, but THIS time I accepted his flirts! He was genuinely surprised. We talked in the lobby of the gym, and I let him know that I wish I had not always rejected his flirtations in the past, and maybe we can fix that. I told him that I was waiting for my husband to pick me up. He understood the obvious hint and took the initiative and jumped at the opportunity: He said, "Ok, let's do this: I will take you home so we can talk more and reconnect on the way. Call your husband and tell him that you got a ride home with a friend." I LOVED how he was taking charge and just told me what to do, and for me to tell, not ask -but tell, my husband the change of plans, so he could get more time to seduce me. I was already getting wet. I called my husband and told him. I've never told him that before, so he could sense something was up. Then Marcus and I walked to his car. To make my intentions clear, during the walk to his car, I walked close to him, touching his arm and willingly accepting his arm around my waist pulling me close to him. His hand even rested on my breast, and I made no attempt to move it away. I accepted it and walked closer to him. We made small talk while he drove me to my house. He pulled his car into my driveway and parked. After a quick moment of awkward silence, he said, "So I never expected you and me to be here like this, but I'd always hoped." I nervously giggled, "really?". He said yes, then he asked me directly if I'm cheating, or if my husband knows what I'm doing. I replied, “maybe he knows.” His demeanor changed. He smiled and said, "Ahh, ok I understand. It may be your husband's idea, but YOU need to also want it, or it wont work." OMG how did he know?? Am I that transparent? I asked him, "Are you going to make me want it then? I remember your stories of being with wives." He said, yes, and he reached over, pulled me close to him and kissed me. I accepted his kiss and timidly kissed him back. He grabbed my head and pulled me tight against his lips, and the kiss became much more. We were making out -eagerly, deeply, passionately, like I needed something that I had been missing my entire life -and he knew it. I suddenly felt myself letting go. I felt like a teenager! I had never kissed another man since being married, except for the experimenting I did with this new idea, and not with the intention of actually going through with sex, but now here I was with another man’s tongue deep in my mouth, and me in his, and I knew exactly where this was heading, and I was getting eager for it. His DEEP kissing and holding my head to his was INTENSE. It felt wrong, but so good, and I knew my husband would like what I was doing. He guided my hand to touch his dick as we kissed. and it was HUGE and VERY hard. I squeezed his hard dick. I whispered, "I've always wanted to touch it." I couldn't take my hand off of it. He sucked hard on my tongue and mouth. I was in a trance. I felt myself wanting to give in to him completely. In between his sucks on my mouth, I whispered, "OMG what am I doing". He tickled my nipple through my bra and put his lips to my ear and whispered, "You're craving it. I know what you need. That's why you're here now." I think I moaned at his words and the feelings he was giving me. I know he felt me trembling. He whispered, "Relax, I'll take control, just let it happen." He knew exactly what to say. His lips returned to mine, he pulled my head even closer, and we continued kissing deeply. I felt like we were becoming one. My resistance disappeared. I melted into his arms, accepting everything he was giving me. I was in a trance. He was talking control, and he knew it. He released the hold he had on my head pulling me into his lips. I didn't pull back. I continued eagerly and passionately pushing into his lips on my own, one hand around his neck, and the other hand still squeezing his dick through his pants. That was what he wanted to see. My timidity turned into eagerness. Now I wanted it. He passed his hand all over my body, caressing my neck, tickling my nipples, caressing my pussy through my panties. I have no idea how much time passed. He gently pulled away from my lips.. my eyes were still closed, and I could still feel his lips even though they were no longer touching. I was still feeling like I'm in a dream.. he said, "You're VERY wet." I moaned as he continued to touch my pussy through my wet panties. He said, "Now comes the test. I'm going to talk to you very differently now. You're going to do what I say." I moaned again. He whispered into my ear, "That married pussy is MINE." His fingers pushed harder onto my pussy. "Listen, do NOT make love to your husband tonight." I moaned, and my pussy tingled again. I was just looking for a sexual experience to explore, what was this guy doing telling me what to do? But, I got even more wet at the idea of someone telling me what to do regarding both me and my husband. He saw and felt my reaction. He knew what he was doing. He sensed my every moan, shiver and breath. He was in complete control of my body, and he was leading me to where he wanted me to go. Every moan and deeper kiss was confirmation that I wanted what he was telling me and doing to me. I'd never felt that intense tingle inside me before, and I quickly got very emotional and excited at the idea of denying my husband at the order of another man. Was this the path to becoming a slut? I couldn't stop myself. This man could sense it, and he was ready to take control.. I thought now is the time to tell him, "I've never had sex with another man before, only my husband." He felt I was trembling. He caressed my face, then he reached his hand down, this time INTO my panties, and covered my bare soaking wet pussy with his hand and said: "This is MINE. You understand?" I whimpered, "yes", and we kissed again. It's like something was taking over my actions. I just agreed to something that I never considered or thought possible: another man inserting himself into my sexual relationship with my husband and telling me what to do. For the first time, he pushed one finger into my pussy and began moving it around inside me. My legs automatically opened wider, and I immediately moaned and closed my eyes. He said, "That's what I need." He squeezed my pussy and said, "You're husband couldn't handle this pussy, he doesn't know what to do with it. I will use it like you need. You're going to do what I say." It wasn't a request. It was an order. I replied "yes." He corrected me, "Yes DADDY." I said "Yes Daddy". He inserted a second finger into my pussy. I took a quick deep breath from the feeling and bit my lip and moaned. He looked into my eyes and said, "I don't think your husband realizes what he's starting, does he." I didn't respond. I knew the answer. He inserted a 3rd finger inside and swirled all around inside my pussy. It felt like a machine was inside me massaging my pussy from the inside. It was the most amazing feeling I've ever experienced. I was melting more and was feeling completely taken over. He repeated, "Does he know what he's starting?" I replied, “no he doesn't, he has no idea.” He swirled his fingers faster and asked, "Does he know his innocent wife is a little slut?" The word burned, but also I couldn't deny what I was feeling. He repeated, "DOES HE KNOW??" I moaned, "Nooo he doesn't know!" He ordered me, "pull up your shirt and bra!" I complied. He reached his face down to my tits and sucked them hard. He sucked and bit the nipples and sucked hard all around my tits, giving me hickeys. It felt so good I thought I might orgasm. I said oh my god what is that. He said, "Marking my territory!" (The photo of my tits with hickeys is in the hotties section!) He relaxed his fingers inside me and said, "Good girl. Now go tell your husband you have plans for tomorrow night. Tell him anything you want, but tomorrow night you're mine. Whatever happens, happens". I moaned. He said, "Now tell me you're mine, and you want this." Still in the trance he put me into, feeling his fingers on and in my pussy and this new desire. I followed his order. There was no other option. I said "Yes Daddy, tomorrow night I'm yours, and I want it." He added, "and whatever happens, happens." I replied, "Yes Daddy, and whatever happens happens." We continued deep kissing as he played with my nipples

So it was official. We agreed to go out tomorrow night, and whatever happens, happens, and I even said it out loud. I was beginning to realize the implications of what I've done and admitted to. We parted our kiss, and he withdrew his fingers from my pussy. Suddenly I really felt something missing inside me where his fingers had been. He touched my face, and said, "Maria before you go, I know you've never done this before. You can keep it a secret or tell him, either way you're being unfaithful, and your relationship will change forever, and I think you know there's no stopping it now. If it was your husband's idea, when you tell him how I want you, his response will tell you everything you need to know."

We kissed again. He grabbed my tits this time and stuffed them into his mouth and sucked -hard.. giving me more hickeys. I was amazed at how hot doing that made me..both the feeling of his mouth sucking and biting them - and the meaning of it marking me as his to use -like a sign to my husband. Then reluctantly we released our embrace and said goodby. I felt like I was leaving a man who knows me better than I know myself. I felt like I just ran a race.. If nothing else, I knew I picked the perfect man for this assignment.. the man who will take me all the way, even if I get unsure about it. I pulled down my bra and shirt and went inside the house to confront my husband.

[coastalkid]

Thanks. The key to being a 'good' hotwife is to be 100% committed to your husband -divorce isn't an option, being honest with yourself about what you want, being open to non-traditional ways of loving, and most of all a deep desire to please your husband -whatever that may be.

All of my actions follow this. Allengt (may he rest in peace) told me to "follow the pointer". Look to see what truly makes my husband's dick hard.. and DO that. He said the dick never lies. Even if it's something the husband can't or won't say for whatever reason, maybe too embarrassing or whatever. My husband never knew I was searching to find his deepest desires in our little talks and interactions. We talked or see something, and I'd watch. Follow the pointer of the cuck husband, you'll never go wrong. He was right!

and

Ranger, that brought a tear to my eye.. Women don't understand the power they have to make a harmonious relationship, even one involving cheating. In the heart of every man is the joy of a child, and it's easy to bring out, and also easy to crush. I feel so sad for the men with wives who never really talk with their husband with a desire to understand and love them. I'm happy you enjoy my story so much!

I've always thought that it takes a very smart woman to make this thing work. You seem to be that kind of woman. The parts I highlighted in red prove it to me. It truly does sound like you want your husband to have his own thrilling sexual experience as much as you want yours. The ability to keep your husband excited and willing to continue shows you understand your husband's satisfaction is important to making it work.

What you said in those replies melted my heart! I'm so tired of the same old way hot wives treat their husbands. They are either so caught up in NRE and they temporarily forget about their husband, or they intentionally neglect them. A sensitive, smart woman is aware of this and besides, if you truly love somebody you want them happy no matter what kind of lifestyle you have.

I'm sure as your story goes on boundaries will be stretched. I'm particularly interested in mistakes along the way and what you did about them. Since you are still together your story is even more compelling. You sound like a GREAT wife!

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

Thanks. The key to being a 'good' hotwife is to be 100% committed to your husband -divorce isn't an option, being honest with yourself about what you want, being open to non-traditional ways of loving, and most of all a deep desire to please your husband -whatever that may be.

All of my actions follow this. Allengt (may he rest in peace) told me to "follow the pointer". Look to see what truly makes my husband's dick hard.. and DO that. He said the dick never lies. Even if it's something the husband can't or won't say for whatever reason, maybe too embarrassing or whatever. My husband never knew I was searching to find his deepest desires in our little talks and interactions. We talked or see something, and I'd watch. Follow the pointer of the cuck husband, you'll never go wrong. He was right!

and

Ranger, that brought a tear to my eye.. Women don't understand the power they have to make a harmonious relationship, even one involving cheating. In the heart of every man is the joy of a child, and it's easy to bring out, and also easy to crush. I feel so sad for the men with wives who never really talk with their husband with a desire to understand and love them. I'm happy you enjoy my story so much!

I've always thought that it takes a very smart woman to make this thing work. You seem to be that kind of woman. The parts I highlighted in red prove it to me. It truly does sound like you want your husband to have his own thrilling sexual experience as much as you want yours. The ability to keep your husband excited and willing to continue shows you understand your husband's satisfaction is important to making it work.

What you said in those replies melted my heart! I'm so tired of the same old way hot wives treat their husbands. They are either so caught up in NRE and they temporarily forget about their husband, or they intentionally neglect them. A sensitive, smart woman is aware of this and besides, if you truly love somebody you want them happy no matter what kind of lifestyle you have.

I'm sure as your story goes on boundaries will be stretched. I'm particularly interested in mistakes along the way and what you did about them. Since you are still together your story is even more compelling. You sound like a GREAT wife!

Thanks! And I agree about the self-absorbed hotwife seemingly forgetting what it's all REALLY about -having a great and exciting relationship with the love of your life. I was content to lead a "normal" life, but he was brave enough to tell me what he truly needed. I loved him enough to make it happen for him.. But yes I love it, too, and I'd be lying if I said sometimes I didn't do it out of selfishness. Somethings I had to pry out of him, but I picked up on what he really needed. It stems from hurt he had as a younger man, and as you read in my story, me being used by a man while dating my husband and realizing I liked it. Living out being a submissive hotwife and submissive cuck is a lot more fun and a lot cheaper than years of psychotherapy!

[elina]

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Thanks! And I agree about the self-absorbed hotwife seemingly forgetting what it's all REALLY about -having a great and exciting relationship with the love of your life. I was content to lead a "normal" life, but he was brave enough to tell me what he truly needed. I loved him enough to make it happen for him.. But yes I love it, too, and I'd be lying if I said sometimes I didn't do it out of selfishness. Somethings I had to pry out of him, but I picked up on what he really needed. It stems from hurt he had as a younger man, and as you read in my story, me being used by a man while dating my husband and realizing I liked it. Living out being a submissive hotwife and submissive cuck is a lot more fun and a lot cheaper than years of psychotherapy!

Maria,

Thanks for sharing, cannot wait for the next section...

Sincerely
elina